Ariel Anderssen

Playing to Lose (eBook, ePUB)

How a Jehovah's Witness Became a Submissive BDSM Model

• Format: ePub

Produktbeschreibung

In this bold and intimate memoir Ariel Anderssen charts her journey from a strict religious upbringing as a Jehovah's Witness to her current position as one of the most widely recognised BDSM performers in the world. Her route between the two includes a period as a wretchedly miserable, teenage political activist, a phase touring with a Christian theatre group, and accidentally discovering a talent for posing for art nude photography. This surprising and unconventional career path led her to a life-altering introduction to BDSM-themed erotic artwork and a whole world she never imagined existing.

This is a book about BDSM, and about sexuality, but most of all it is about one woman's struggle for self-acceptance and the rewards that come from confronting who you are with honesty and compassion.

TRIGGER WARNING: this book contains descriptions of sexual violence that some readers may find upsetting

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Produktdetails

• Verlag: Unbound
• Erscheinungstermin: 24. August 2023
• Englisch
• ISBN-13: 9781800182615
• Artikelnr.: 67375859

Autorenporträt

Ariel Anderssen is a BDSM model with a lifetime's interest in submission and masochism. The daughter of a nuclear physicist, Ariel was brought up as Jehovah's Witness by her devoutly religious mother, and to a lesser extent by her father, who was busy with the Chernobyl nuclear reactor in the wake of the 1986 disaster. She has a YouTube channel about 'How to be a Really, Really, Really Old Model', and tweets daily about her kinky life. She lives in Wales with her husband. Her hobbies include dressmaking and collecting antique swords. Playing to Lose is her first book.

Inhaltsangabe

Prologue
3 Part One: An Embryonic Deviant 1 Dastardly Captain Hook and My Distressingly Non
Kinky Family
7 2 An Excess of Piety and A World of Our Own
15 3 The Sexy School Library
29 4 Early Episodes of Exhibitionism
37 5 A Great Divide
43 6 A Teenage Sexual Deviant
54 7 A School Full of Drama
70 8 Playing at Slavery
84 9 The Christian Tour of Hell
102 Part Two: A Sexual Caterpillar 10 Total Poverty and a Lack of Chastity
113 11 A Magical Career from the Internet
126 12 A Professional Model
134 13 The Kinky World Reveals Itself
139 14 Diving into BDSM 15615 Biblically Unsuitable
164 16 The English Disease
176 17 Spanking Finds Me
186 18 Becoming Amelia Jane
198 19 The Underside
209 20 The Arrival of a Real Dominant Hero
220 21 Dom/Sub
233 Part Three: A Massive Masochistic Moth 22 Dominant Boyfriend
247 23 A Sadist in the Family
265 24 Alistair and the Military Caning
273 25 Drago and the Sex
Talk Masterclass
285 26 Eric Cain, Rhymes with Pain
298 27 Captain Anal Hook
318 28 Danger Money
326 29 Fantasies, Fans and Friendship
334 30 Covid and Kink
347 31 The Feminists, the Famous and the Publishing Giant
359 32 Pornotopia
367  Epilogue
376 Acknowledgements
381  A Note on the Author
385  Supporters
387