In this bold and intimate memoir Ariel Anderssen charts her journey from a strict religious upbringing as a Jehovah's Witness to her current position as one of the most widely recognised BDSM performers in the world. Her route between the two includes a period as a wretchedly miserable, teenage political activist, a phase touring with a Christian theatre group, and accidentally discovering a talent for posing for art nude photography. This surprising and unconventional career path led her to a life-altering introduction to BDSM-themed erotic artwork and a whole world she never imagined…mehr
In this bold and intimate memoir Ariel Anderssen charts her journey from a strict religious upbringing as a Jehovah's Witness to her current position as one of the most widely recognised BDSM performers in the world. Her route between the two includes a period as a wretchedly miserable, teenage political activist, a phase touring with a Christian theatre group, and accidentally discovering a talent for posing for art nude photography. This surprising and unconventional career path led her to a life-altering introduction to BDSM-themed erotic artwork and a whole world she never imagined existing. This is a book about BDSM, and about sexuality, but most of all it is about one woman's struggle for self-acceptance and the rewards that come from confronting who you are with honesty and compassion. TRIGGER WARNING: this book contains descriptions of sexual violence that some readers may find upsetting
Ariel Anderssen is a BDSM model with a lifetime's interest in submission and masochism. The daughter of a nuclear physicist, Ariel was brought up as Jehovah's Witness by her devoutly religious mother, and to a lesser extent by her father, who was busy with the Chernobyl nuclear reactor in the wake of the 1986 disaster. She has a YouTube channel about 'How to be a Really, Really, Really Old Model', and tweets daily about her kinky life. She lives in Wales with her husband. Her hobbies include dressmaking and collecting antique swords. Playing to Lose is her first book.
Inhaltsangabe
Prologue 3 Part One: An Embryonic Deviant 1 Dastardly Captain Hook and My Distressingly Non Kinky Family 7 2 An Excess of Piety and A World of Our Own 15 3 The Sexy School Library 29 4 Early Episodes of Exhibitionism 37 5 A Great Divide 43 6 A Teenage Sexual Deviant 54 7 A School Full of Drama 70 8 Playing at Slavery 84 9 The Christian Tour of Hell 102 Part Two: A Sexual Caterpillar 10 Total Poverty and a Lack of Chastity 113 11 A Magical Career from the Internet 126 12 A Professional Model 134 13 The Kinky World Reveals Itself 139 14 Diving into BDSM 15615 Biblically Unsuitable 164 16 The English Disease 176 17 Spanking Finds Me 186 18 Becoming Amelia Jane 198 19 The Underside 209 20 The Arrival of a Real Dominant Hero 220 21 Dom/Sub 233 Part Three: A Massive Masochistic Moth 22 Dominant Boyfriend 247 23 A Sadist in the Family 265 24 Alistair and the Military Caning 273 25 Drago and the Sex Talk Masterclass 285 26 Eric Cain, Rhymes with Pain 298 27 Captain Anal Hook 318 28 Danger Money 326 29 Fantasies, Fans and Friendship 334 30 Covid and Kink 347 31 The Feminists, the Famous and the Publishing Giant 359 32 Pornotopia 367 Epilogue 376 Acknowledgements 381 A Note on the Author 385 Supporters 387
Prologue 3 Part One: An Embryonic Deviant 1 Dastardly Captain Hook and My Distressingly Non Kinky Family 7 2 An Excess of Piety and A World of Our Own 15 3 The Sexy School Library 29 4 Early Episodes of Exhibitionism 37 5 A Great Divide 43 6 A Teenage Sexual Deviant 54 7 A School Full of Drama 70 8 Playing at Slavery 84 9 The Christian Tour of Hell 102 Part Two: A Sexual Caterpillar 10 Total Poverty and a Lack of Chastity 113 11 A Magical Career from the Internet 126 12 A Professional Model 134 13 The Kinky World Reveals Itself 139 14 Diving into BDSM 15615 Biblically Unsuitable 164 16 The English Disease 176 17 Spanking Finds Me 186 18 Becoming Amelia Jane 198 19 The Underside 209 20 The Arrival of a Real Dominant Hero 220 21 Dom/Sub 233 Part Three: A Massive Masochistic Moth 22 Dominant Boyfriend 247 23 A Sadist in the Family 265 24 Alistair and the Military Caning 273 25 Drago and the Sex Talk Masterclass 285 26 Eric Cain, Rhymes with Pain 298 27 Captain Anal Hook 318 28 Danger Money 326 29 Fantasies, Fans and Friendship 334 30 Covid and Kink 347 31 The Feminists, the Famous and the Publishing Giant 359 32 Pornotopia 367 Epilogue 376 Acknowledgements 381 A Note on the Author 385 Supporters 387
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