The guilt I felt when I killed him, the first man I found irresistible... it's something I will never get over. And now I've met another, and I can't support the idea that I might kill him too. But his blood calls to me, my body aches for his. I have to stay away. I have to keep telling myself, 'don't bite the boy next door. Don't bite the boy next door.' If only I could stay away...