50 SHADES OF JAY - BOOK 4/4 'The Pre-Party is over - Time for the main event'

So by the age of 51 I finally start to 'Know Myself' and it turns out that I am really not very good at letting go.

My entire life is still alive inside of me.
>Silence is Powerful, my magic spell still being spoken silently and out loud all the time.
Let go of the good, make room for all the new.
Relax, Releases, Repair, Regenerate, Reprogram.
>It's all too much. It's insanity.

Just breathe in Peace and breathe out Love - Love Love Love.
Love is all your need.
Write it down.
>Let Soul lead the way.

The Pre Party is over, It's time for the main event....Patience.