Julian Black

Broschiertes Buch

Nicky - A Bit of a Wet Rag

What goes on behind the curtain of a closet Homosexual

Beschreibung

Nicky - A bit of a wet rag is a completely different version of the original A secret gay passion , In this version the story goes much deeper into Nicky's Inner convictions and demons about coming to terms with his sexuality and finding himself through an extremely painful and fearful journey. This version or account of Nicky's story hits the bottom of the ocean on the subject of closetry and it's terrifying and negative effects on the mind and body. In the original a secret gay passion nicky came out via external factors ( his boyfriend richard ) at a young age, in this version he comes out by his own Internal strength and from a young boy to a fully grown man it shows utter determination and fighting spirit to finding his true self. A story that many people both gay and straight will find hard to believe especially in the 21st century but a story that shows and proves what the other half of humanity go through and proves how very different we all are. An Inspirational story of courage and pure determination from the point of view of a guy who found human life extremely difficult but survived it! You will not find a better or deeper book than this on the subject of what happens to you if you feel you have to go into the closet and the symptoms and effects of closetry on the human mind and body.

Autor

I grew up in a very small town and working class family where every penny counted and money was tight. Fear has been within me since a small child and it grew and grew within me as I got older and even into adulthood. I knew the taste of fear and the smell of fear on an every day basis. As soon as I opened my eyes in the morning fear was there and it was there as I went to bed at night I was shrouded in fear. I was petrified of planet earth and the people in it. I had nothing in common with planet earth and I became Isolated. I was a complete loner and I had absolutely nobody I could talk to or relate to about my problems. I was walking anxiety and petrified of every day. I knew I needed help when on more than one occasion I would leave my house only to find that my body would freeze up and my legs turning to jelly and I would become a walking anxiety attack. I spent many years in and out of therapy and through therapy I got to understand myself and my fear's. It was all down to painfully low confidence, self esteem and self worth and my fears of my sexuality. I thought nothing of myself so why should anybody else and I was psychologically bullied and laughed at even into my adult life. I did not live like other people and I was painfully shy and very reserved and Inside myself I was screaming for help. I can only thank god for my creative abilities which I was born with to tell and share unusual stories. They say write what you know and put yourself into your characters which I have done and it has helped me to the point of keeping me sane and maybe even alive. Fear is a huge part of my characters and I have put them in fearful situations simply because I fully understand what driven fear can do to the human mind and body over many years.

Produktdetails

• Verlag: AuthorHouse
• Seitenzahl: 96
• Erscheinungstermin: 11. September 2014
• Englisch
• Abmessung: 203mm x 127mm x 6mm
• Gewicht: 113g
• ISBN-13: 9781496987877
• ISBN-10: 149698787X
• Artikelnr.: 41482121