Life has always been a challenge for me, and I never really fit in with any type of crowd of people both as a child or an adult. I starved my whole life to gain approval from all the family and with anyone that I came in contact with through my journey of life. Even though I look rough and able to handle myself in any situation, I really am just a wuss 'cause I let people dominate me. I try to make whoever I am with happy and proud to have me with them. I starve to be smarter and try to keep up with the changes in life, but the older I get, the more confused I get. I feel I have learned a lot, and I am honored to be able to tell stories that people don't believe and still see me, but I only tell the stories to try and gain approval in the crowd. I am very restless and get bored easily. It doesn't take much for me to fall into depression mode, and just as fast as I go into it I will have or do something and then I am back out of it and on top of the world again.
