
From the Box to the Mountaintop
The Journey to Heal My Soul
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A soccer injury at 40 changed everything for Matt Newland. What started as chronic back pain triggered buried memories that led to a suicidal crisis and a fifteen-year journey to heal his soul. Growing up in Royal Gardens, a violent housing project in Concord, New Hampshire, Matt survived poverty, his mother's severe alcoholism, and constant danger. But the deepest wound came from a priest who groomed and repeatedly sexually abused him at ages eleven and twelve. For thirty years, Matt's mind protected him by locking these memories in what he calls "THE BOX." When chronic pain wore down his men...
A soccer injury at 40 changed everything for Matt Newland. What started as chronic back pain triggered buried memories that led to a suicidal crisis and a fifteen-year journey to heal his soul. Growing up in Royal Gardens, a violent housing project in Concord, New Hampshire, Matt survived poverty, his mother's severe alcoholism, and constant danger. But the deepest wound came from a priest who groomed and repeatedly sexually abused him at ages eleven and twelve. For thirty years, Matt's mind protected him by locking these memories in what he calls "THE BOX." When chronic pain wore down his mental defenses, that box threatened to open. His exhausted brain concluded suicide was the only solution. After his near-suicide attempt and psychiatric hospitalization, Matt began an extraordinary healing journey. Working with a therapist for over a decade and a pain specialist, he tried everything from exposure therapy to innovative treatments. The breakthrough came when he achieved two years completely symptom-free from PTSD. Throughout his memoir, Matt provides practical guidance for trauma survivors. With raw honesty and unexpected humor, he transforms his darkest experiences into hope for others. From the Box to the Mountaintop proves that healing is possible, even from the most devastating childhood trauma.