I know who will do what in my life don't question shit I do. Everybody I fuck with knows how I fuck with them who cares about your opinion let me use your hands to wipe my ass........... I thought so don't matter what fuck shit you got going wrong with you last time I seen my daughter I had to reintroduce myself just like the time before and the time before and so on and so on pressing harder than ever before I want more I want more more for myself more for her than I've ever had and excuse me for wanting to slap the shit out of my dad sometimes I cry just wondering what she doing still pursuing to do what I need to get her with me just so nobody else can tell her about me I thought I was alone with this then I meet my big brother without him then later meet my little sister funny how three people can't stand the same person who help brought you here even after all these years I wish he just disappear still looking for a birthday card is that too hard must be still haven't heard from you in damn near three years don't worry about calling me now cause fucker I'm fine taking care of me and mines thinking about how you never did anything makes me want to do everything for her and much more so I thank you for showing me everything of what not to do as long as she can see some of anything I do as long as she knows my presence when it boils down to it I don't really care for a present I just want her present cleaning off a boo boo and placing a band aid on her giving her a hug during a lighting storm letting her know I'm all for her her personal angel guardian teacher and most important her gene letting her see where not only her looks come from but how she catch an attitude on any day why she loves to love and laugh so hard and strive to be great along with being a helping hand makes me wonder why you never wanted to pass these traits down to us so I'll be the first to apologize for fucking up your life and to her I'm never quitting on us no matter how hard your mother press for us not to be in time you shall see the situation for what it is we enjoyed each other's company at one point sorry it didn't work to her favor but who wants to deal with a crazy if it wasn't for Marcus and Kalin I wouldn't have seen the future So yes it made me take a step back Just waiting for the right time It shall not last forever One day we shall be together And when that day comes I'll answer every question It doesn't matter I'll answer them all So until then I'm preparing my answers truthfully and honestly I love you Lil Nap
